AS WE CROSS OVER TO 2009!

I would have to say this year has been a realchallenging,loving,dissapointing,blessed,stormy,painful,good times,sad times,happy times, everything you could ever think of kinda times this 2008 had to offer but in the mist of it all through this tunnel called life God has truly showed me himself greater like never before and I treasure it. I felt as if I've matured,gain strength,more faithful, and been incouraged ever since I let God just take the wheel. And I never took it for granite I keeped on keepin on and pushed through it all but in the end I realised my POWER and STRENGTH inside which is the Holy Spirit showed me things I would have never thought possible. Thats why Gods grace is what kept me through everything my whole life. I have regrets of turning astray close to the beginning of 2008 but I got things back on it course and now I would have to say I've learned alot about my walk with Jesus and things he revealed to me,answering all my questions and concerns,blessed me,kept me,opened doors for me,showed me more prophetic dreams,never neglected me,just giving me total acess to HIS GLORY,...ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME AND NEVER..EVER LEFT and I just keep all my praises lifted as we go over into the NEW YEAR 2009, I'm ready Lord for your Greater works!!

MY ROOM

Well today I sat and thought about how I wanted my room to be designed. Since it's a spacious room I want more modern colors like a purple,black and white.

You see this is nice, I like how it looks elegant and classy. Thats kinda how I want my theme in my room.

<----------LOVE IT!

I love chaise lounges..this is something more my speed, especially with a purple, white and black theme. It goes well with it.

(COLOR WHEEL)

(Pretty Bouquet)

I'm not sure what attracts me to purple this time of year but it's a must have. I've always been attracted to feminine colors so I guess this is one of them..LOL!

My Christmas My New Years Resolution

All in all it was a great celebration of Jesus. Indeed I was truly blessed and still are. Jesus is the reason for all the season and all year round so around Christmas time it symbolizes HIS birth. Well anyways, God has truly showed me more dreams and visions. Just a few days ago I was really in question about some things regarding my walk and I was in my big closet, looking through papers and I found a "Amuse" bag and looked in it and it was a recipt from what I had purchased(thats on of my fav stores) but anyways, I looked on the floor and on that little sheet of paper where three things God had revealed to me and those were the three things I needed to work on as a true believer in Christ. And over the last few days it has been a big breakthrough and I notice a big change in my heart and watching the decisions I make as a person. I try and God knows I try my best to be on top and current in the Lord.

My new years resolution is to turn up my faith level from an 8 to a perfect 10 and trust and know that God is going to change things in my life and everything that I always wanted is going to come to past and thats what I really truly have to believe in. If I can't trust anyone, I have to trust Jesus like I've been doing like never before. My other New Years resolution is to be more successful in a career. I know my gifts and talents and I know who I am in christ. I can be whatever God wants me to be with confidence that he will supply all of my needs.

I have other New Years resolutions but those are the two main ones I want to focus on and be on point with and when I apply it to my life and meditate on that, staying faithful that God will order my steps.

On another note, I'm really excited about a certain career opportunity that I've been praying on for a while now and I have recieved a call and they want to talk to me and hopefully everything will work out. I got my foot in the door and now it's up to God to do the rest. He gave me the open door now It's a challenge of my faith in "another level".

Elijah

A wonderful blessing of all is a gift from God above who gave me Elijah.

Although life had it's ups and downs,God managed to turn it into something great. Having a child is a big learning experience and as I grow each day learning how to be a mom, it teaches me to strengthen my patience, taking the time to get to know my very own flesh and blood. Taking a precious life and teaching him the ways of life is the right ways as instruction from God. I named him Elijah from a prophet Elijah in the bible who was a strong man of God. I want Elijah to grow up and become a strong man in the Lord, knowing the Lord in a personal relationship. I believe God has a call over his life thats yet not revealed and I have yet to know his assignment. I'm just really happy and blessed to have him in my life. When he calls me mom or mamma I get this excited feeling inside to know that he can identify who I am. Everyday I tell him I love him and there never will be a missed day gone by without telling him I love him.

Go Grab a Pillow Lets Talk!

OK, so I have this theory about certain men in our generation as a 23 year old!

A 30 DAY MAN

Fact: What is a 30 day man? Well I came up with this name 30 day man because I've been in relationships where they only lasted approximately 30 days or a little more. You only deserve depending on what you put out. I'm going to cut to the chase. Internet dating is pathetic and a waste of time. Spending time creating pages,making wonderful pix of yourself,posting them on your page is like making a for sale sign on the internet. Your not forsale, nor are you a model for an advertising company. Most of the time people have pages to connect with friends and thats what it should be all about. The only reason why it lasts 30 days or a little more is because sex is involved. You feel like the only way to grow close and to really get to know this guy is to give yourself up like it's nothing and intentionally do that so you can know how he is in bed..."getting to know him" right? and this not only reflects from guys online it reflects what kind of guys are you attracting by your appereance. If you dress sexy with all of your boobs out and legs and butt showing, guys will approach you regardless if your their type or not. They just want sex and trust, there looking at many others. Back to the online dating thing..what makes you think your the only one he's looking at? Now ladies lets get real deep in this because I'm on to something. Now let me ask you this, when he tells you he's studying, or have to do a project or whatever the case may be, what makes you think that he's doing what he's telling you..duh he's an online guy..how did he meet you in the first place? You have your bait or meat out and when the fish came to bite which is the guy your dating from online the guy that so called "wanted to get to know you better" and you mean to tell me that he's not still looking at other girls? It takes you to go through something so many times for you to finally get it. Thats why 75% of relationships from online ends in disaster because like I said you only deserve what you put out and for you to be a beautiful young lady on display is showing guys on the internet your looks and charm reeling them in, that your only available for them short term..a 30 day man. And in the end when they come up with a clever excuse of breaking up with you, realize there doing another project.

Hello Diary Part 1

Have you ever sat and wondered what Christmas should be all about? Not only the gifts but the birth of Jesus Christ. Christmas symbolizes the birth of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. And I'm very grateful of having this special holiday for Jesus.

On Christmas, having gifts is a luxuary by choice but it's also a time to spend with your close loved ones and share thoughts, spending time on a wonderful holiday. Family is very important on the holidays and I'm very fortunate to have lots of family who care about me and enjoy spending time with me during the holidays, I'm blessed.

I also believe if your a parent like me who have a child or kids, you should explain the true meaning of Christmas. Santa is an old tale made up by retailers who just want your money...lol(what a way to get people to the stores during the holidays) and people have entertained that name for years. All that is very entertaining but what we should all sit do is think about the real true meaning of Christmas truly is.What you should tell them(when their old enough to understand) that Christmas is not just about gifts, it's about the birth of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. You can find the birth of Jesus in the book of "Luke" Chapter 2.

I'm very passionate about the Holidays because this makes me think about Jesus,my family, and most of all things that I'm fortunate of having and I'm never taking things for granted.